Falling stars.

July 23, 2013

2 AM.

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It’s been so long since I last blogged in here, I practically forgot that I had an account in WordPress. When I was looking through some random mails in my email, I came across several emails from WordPress, notifying me about some things. Curiosity took over me, and here I am, blogging in this old old blog.

Heh.

So much for not sleeping yet huh. I’ve missed blogging here because it feels just so right. Not to say that I don’t enjoy using other blogging websites, but WordPress just gives a nice feel. Don’t you think so? Heh. It’s just like you can write on and on about whatever’s on your mind without looking at annoying widgets at the side, which looks more fascinating than your train of thought and your fingers mysteriously move from the keyboard to the mousepad, mousing over the icons and suddenly you’re navigating away from the page.

Bummer 😦

Just finished my workout, and gonna cool down for a bit before I plug in my bed time music and enter my own realm of happiness. I have a pretty good feeling about tomorrow 🙂

Heh. Till then, good night!

XX

August 6, 2012

Hello; Part 1

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A simple word, yet uttered so many times everyday that we can’t keep track.

What does it mean?

To many, it sounds like a greeting. To some, it sounds like hope. And to others, it sounds friendly.

I find “Hello” a strong word. You see, that’s how I make friends.

Generally, I would just grunt in response to whoever who says it to me and expect a frown or another grunt back. I don’t even expect a clap on the back or a high five, nah. That’s not how I do it.

I’ve yet to introduce myself. How rude of me. Soo..

Hello. *insertgrunt.

I’m Yvonne. But people call me Yve, or the grunter, because I grunt to everything.

I’m sixteen. Sweet sixteen? Not a chance, sweetheart. I only got a slice of cake on my birthday, and that was it. No MTV nonsense like you see on the TV. Unless if you can spend like a few thousand dollars on it. 

I keep all to myself. No secrets, no harm. That’s also how I got my other nickname, the antisocial one. Yeah, go figure. Anyways,I prefer looking at people, staring at them.

Judging them from their attire, attitude, looks- you name it, I’ve judged it all.

So yeah, that’s about it.

At the end of the hour, I’ve already made a long list on my mind on who I want to look at and who I want to watch out for. It’s harsh, but hey baby, you just gotta do it to believe it.

It’s not useless if you think about it. It actually helps you to keep an eye on. And to observe human nature.

In case you’re wondering, I don’t stare at people from my window. I’d rather sit out on a sunny day and watch people from a brick wall from an abandoned house, which I’d like to call my own. The wall, I mean. Not the house. There were rumors going on that druggies use that house or something like that. Not my cup of tea.

So there I was one fine day, waiting and sitting on my usual brick of a wall, swinging my legs back and forth and taking a sip out of my cola for the 900th time when suddenly,

“Oh hello, young lady! Don’t you be swinging those legs of yours and drinking that soda. Ain’t good for your health!” 

Stunned to the bottom of my seat, I fearfully turned around and saw this dear old lady with a bamboo walking stick smiling and waving her hand at me, as though I was just another random kid on the street, caught eating too much Cheetos. I said “Yeah, sure!”, ensuring a smile followed after my words, jumped off my wall and walked back home, the place which I loathed the most.

The smell of weeds welcomed me as I entered my driveway, overlooking the porch with its pathetic pot of plants with weeds growing in them. I kept my head low and turned the doorknob clockwise, making a loud click sound as I opened it.

The next thing I heard was;

“Hello dear, you must be Monique’s daughter. How lovely to see you!”

 

 

As I promised, I said that this would be the place where I’d write tiny short stories for you guys. 

If you guys liked this, please leave some comments, and hopefully I’ll get some feedback from you guys! 🙂 

Thank you 🙂 

February 17, 2012

Dear friend.

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I haven’t been in your position before, so do forgive  me if what I say hurts you.

Why do you think suicide is your only way out of your problems? Suicide isn’t what you think it is. Problems are actually challenges that are given to us by God. And you do believe in him, right? So don’t do anything irrational. I know you used to think that people who commit suicide are stupid, but after being in their shoes, you now know how it is like.

Well, you don’t.

Have you thought about what would happen after you commit suicide? I don’t think so.
Have you thought about your friends? About what they would do? You do have friends, for Christ’s sake. Don’t think of them as people who backstabbed you. Sure, we do make mistakes, but you’ll forgive a friend if they’re willing to forgive all of your mistakes, no matter what it is. I have, plenty of times. Sure, you don’t see it, but you feel it.

Have you thought about your family? About their reactions?
Sure, you might scoff at it, saying,”It’s not like they’re gonna care, right? Pscht.”
I’ve thought of suicide before. And people close to me have, too. When they were talking about it, I felt as if they were stupid. And it’s such a waste of life. Not because you think you don’t matter to them. You do. If not, what would you be doing here? If they don’t like you, they would have kicked you out from your home already, or send you to the orphanage. Trust me, I have heard of stories like that. Your family members do love you, but they’re just not showing it.

Have you thought about your future?
You might say,”Future? Do I even have one?” Sure you do!
What was your dream? Or is it still your dream?
I remember your dream is to be a successful businesswoman. And I support you in it, 100%.  But you destroying your own dreams? Uh-uh. Not in that, sweetheart.
You’re gonna have a family in the future, and be pretty successful in your work life and marriage life. Do you want to just let it all go like that? And is it even worth it?

I’m not saying that you should just give up because of your troubles now. Just accept them as challenges. Even though you’re gonna say,”Screw this shit,” but don’t we all have challenges in life?

Jesus is our protector, but He lets us learn by going through our own challenges so that we know our mistakes and can fix ourselves.

Remember this; a life can be easily taken away, but have you thought about the benefits of taking your own life?

Would you rather face and learn from your mistakes, or run away from them?
I know, that you would face and learn from them, not run.

But if you did choose the latter, I would say, I’m very disappointed in you for making such a stupid decision.

 

As taken from my blogger site.

February 10, 2012

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December 30, 2011

Bangkok.

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Hey guys! Just came back from Bangkok a few days ago and oh my gosh, it was AHMAZING. Especially the shopping. Found so many good things, I wished I had more time to do my shopping there. For an instance,the price of a skirt which could be found in Malaysia was only about a 100 baht there, but here it was about RM60-70. Good deals I’d say. Pretty good ones too! Spent about the entire day just walking around shopping or strolling along malls window shopping, gasping in awe at the prices and checking our wallets to make sure that we had the right amount to get a specific item, may it be useful or not. Basically, we just splurged on our items like nobody’s business and boy, did we go crazy there! 🙂

Bangkok on the first day was crazy. Left on the 23rd of December, and I remembered being so excited about it I only slept about an hour the night before. Spent the entire night texting my friends heh. Woke up at 4ish and reached the airport around 7. Loitered around until 7.45 to get on the plane and the air hostess and air hosts were so friendly.

First flight overseas! Aha. The cousin just had to snap a photo of me, but that wasn’t the highlight of the flight. One of the highlights was us commenting on the food, like, “EH! Why your food so nice wan?!” or, “Wah, iPad! *stare*” Haha, yes, we were that weird. The best part was no one was staring at us when we said that. :p Another highlight of the flight was when we touched down on Bangkok. The view was breath taking like seriously. When we reached the hotel, we rested for a while and then we moved on to destination 1; a shopping mall! 🙂 There, the cousin and I practically went into every stall and started trying clothes on, pissing sale assistants as we tried on clothes and sneered at their clothes. Despite the low prices, but they were a tad too weird to wear back in Malaysia.

Got my cousin to be the model for the day :p these  decorations were found at a shopping mall near our hotel. The decorations there were beautiful and HUUUGE. :O aha.

One of the stalls at the street side. This in particular sold the most Angry Birds merchandise, and it looked cute haha. And no I didn’t get me a pair even though they look so adorable 🙂

On the way back to our hotel. Spotted a pink taxi whilst walking on the way back on the train’s bridge. And pink taxis are very common in Bangkok. The best part was, they were all either Toyota Vios or Toyota Altis. Not bad, huh?

Our first meal when we touched down in Bangkok; chicken rice! The rice was scrumptious, but likewise for the chicken although it did go well with the rice. 🙂 thumbs up for the chicken rice there! 🙂

We then had a welcome dinner and watched a cultural show somewhere near the hotel. No pictures were allowed to be taken during the show:( but the show was amazing. The show was basically about the history and the culture of Thailand, and everything was so real despite it being shown on a stage. BUT! We got to take pictures with the actors and actresses of the cultural show. Ehehe :p

The main characters of the cultural show. Their costumes were quite nice. And the show was amazing. Seriously. Went to the beach the next day and the color of the sea water was so clear you could actually look at the sand at the bottom. And it was clean! Haha. Spent the whole day at the beach and went to a local night market at night. The prices were low there too, but the quality was bad. The accessories were cheap though. Got a handful of ear rings for about 5 baht, which is equivalent to 50 sen here. 😀

Sat in a tuk tuk the next day aha. It was great fun, coz everyone was looking at the three of us laughing our heads off for nothing. Went to Chaktuchak and splurged like a boss there. The deals there were amazing. Could’ve spent the whole day there, but there were far more exciting things to do than just shopping! 🙂 ahah. On 24th, went to watch an elephant show as well as a crocodile show. Too many pictures, so they’ll be on facebook instead 🙂  saw a cabaret show at night, and the girls were so pretty.

The first three days of the trip was simply breath taking. But the other two just mainly consisted of shopping, shopping and more shopping 🙂 Bangkok was truly an amazing experience. And I wouldn’t regret going back there again, any time. 🙂

February 7, 2011

Hello world!

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It’s been a while since I blogged.I’d say around…7months?Nah,I don’t think so.

I DO blog,but it’s just that I don’t type.I rather post silly posts of pictures than write,because of a famous saying,’a picture speaks a thousand words’.

Heh,this will be my first post of the year but I will def post more here.Expressing oneself is like opening up to the whole world.;)

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