Falling stars.

January 18, 2012

Those days.

Filed under: life — evaaysw93 @ 3:08 pm

The class of 2011 made this, and this made me reminisce about my high school days back in SMKDJ. :’) good job you guys, and pat yourselves on the back for making this 🙂

Not only had SMKDJ taught me the ways of life, it also had made me be a better person than who I was back 5 years ago. And, I can proudly say that I was  and still am an SMKDJ-ian. 🙂


January 11, 2012


Filed under: random — evaaysw93 @ 5:38 pm

The feeling of whether you have truly failed an examination or not.

It’s quite painful, isn’t it?

January 7, 2012


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I was browsing through a junior’s blog earlier, and I noticed that in her posts, the tone of bitterness towards others was there in each and every one of them. Not to be rude, but I felt that she should just relax a tad more and take a breather to enjoy life as it is because life as it is now is like receiving a gift from God. We may never know what will happen to us in the future, so why fret and be bitter about what’s going to happen later then?

Some of you may beg to differ and say,”Why don’t you want to know what lies in your future? I do, that’s why I want to work hard and stay preservered for my future so that I know how to handle it well and not panic.” Me? I just take life as it is. It doesn’t mean that I don’t work hard to keep my life the way I want it to be, I do. I simply don’t show the cracks to anyone else and whine about things I cannot change with my own will. I cannot simply change the way of how someone thinks about something. What if they were right and I was wrong? The most famous question that many people would usually ask themselves before doing something; what if.

What if I didn’t take that chance? Would I regret it?

What if he didn’t help that old lady? Would she be alright without his help?

What if I didn’t help that lady on the wheelchair? Would she be better off without my help?

What if I didn’t donate money to them? Would other people help them out?

What if I didn’t appreciate today and procrastinate on it instead of trying to make it better? Would I regret it? 

Dammit, I would. I would grab that day  or chance by its neck and try to make it better, no matter what it took me. Happiness, is one of life’s precious gifts. Why should we waste it on something negative instead of something positive? By having happiness, everything looks better, and brighter too.

On the way back from work earlier, my mum interrupted my thoughts abruptly by bringing up the subject of vehicles and getting me one by this year, hopefully before my birthday. To be honest, I actually don’t mind if I don’t own one. Even though I had my driver’s license since last April, I didn’t really drive around much, except to get my daily items at the back of my housing area, and to shopping malls, where one of my parents would accompany me and drive the car back to the house. I thanked my mother and said that there was no rush in getting me one as we had to think of where to park the car. Plus, was it even relevant? I asked myself. Would it make me a happier person? Nah, I answered my own thoughts. It would make me feel normal, on the inside and the outside. Even though I’m not a huge fan of public transportation, but I do laugh at those who would drive around in circles at parking lots in hopes of getting a place to park their car.  But then again, I sometimes wished I had a car to drive me around so that I don’t have to wait for the bus to come nor trouble people to pick me up from my house or send me home. Oh, the contradiction of life. You want it, but you gotta work for it. Another of life’s valuable gifts in teaching us juniors the ways of life, eh? 🙂

Even though life is tough for many of us, but hey, it’s a gift. No matter what type of fix you are in right now, always know that God is out there somewhere guiding you into a better future. 🙂


December 31, 2011

The last day of 2011.

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31st December 2011. How time flies. Last year, I was at Genting, celebrating New Year’s with my two friends and my ex. Little did I know that change was definite during the upcoming year.

I started 2011 with the break up with the ex. Horrible as it was, I still moved on, believing that there were better guys out there than the asshole of a guy. Days passed on, and I bid farewell to friends who had to move overseas to continue their tertiary education. Distance did not do any harm to our friendship as we communicated via Skype and messaged each other on Facebook, sharing our daily stories and whatnot, amusing each other at the same time. But somehow or rather, distance found a way, breaking friendships and long conversations were shortened to short ones.

Received our SPM results and even though they weren’t good, but hey, at least I had survived through SPM! Aha. Got my driving license and became the family’s temporary driver, dad’s especially, and the KL drivers are ruthless people. They simply worm and weasel their way into any empty space just so that they can be ahead of the jam, rushing back to their homes and offices.

During April, I received one of life’s greatest treasures; a pet baby tortoise. Not only did she convert me into a tortoise lover, she also taught me to be a patient person as I took care of her and another pet tortoise. But, God loved her more, and she left us after 5 months. That was one of the darkest days in 2011 for me and till this day, I still miss her more than ever.

 Hey Izzie, take care wherever you are. I hope you’re somewhere safe and that no one can harm you. I miss you more than ever each day. Stay hyper, alright? 🙂

Entered college during May, and met a handful of people which made my college days and classes. Suffice to say, you guys are my little rocks, and I do sincerely apologize if I don’t talk much to you much these days. Hours became days, and friends who had left for education overseas came back during their breaks. Hanged out with them, and shared precious memories, another of life’s gifts, with each other.

Days became months, and college became tougher. I started working, and it sure did give me some experience with children. I can say, it isn’t easy working with them. Because once they don’t get their ways, you know you’re definitely in trouble 😉 so better watch out! Aha.

More friends left as the months passed by, mainly because for their education. But, as usual, we kept in touch with the help of technology. New relations were built as well, drawing us closer than before, teaching about the ways of life in ways that we could have never imagined.

But, I could safely say for now, 2011 has definitely been memorable for me, partly because it had opened up my eyes to so many things that I could have never imagined back in high school. Parting with my high school friends and meeting new friends was definitely NOT on my list, but hell, it happened. And even though I had regretted in maintaining several friendships, I had gained new and better yet, awesome friends along the way who not only love everyone for who they truly are, but also insulting them like crap along the way. You guys know who you are 😉 I love you to bits. ❤ and the best part was, 2011 changed me into a better person. 🙂

Resolutions for 2012? Well, they haven’t been made, but they will be, during the year. And as I type, I hear the crackling sounds of fireworks. Happy new year to you all dear readers, and have yourself a blast during 2012! The world isn’t going to end, even though there has been predictions about it. So, if it is, then party everyday like there’s no tomorrow and face your challenges with courage that you have. God bless always ❤

December 30, 2011


Filed under: personal,Uncategorized — evaaysw93 @ 8:12 pm
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Hey guys! Just came back from Bangkok a few days ago and oh my gosh, it was AHMAZING. Especially the shopping. Found so many good things, I wished I had more time to do my shopping there. For an instance,the price of a skirt which could be found in Malaysia was only about a 100 baht there, but here it was about RM60-70. Good deals I’d say. Pretty good ones too! Spent about the entire day just walking around shopping or strolling along malls window shopping, gasping in awe at the prices and checking our wallets to make sure that we had the right amount to get a specific item, may it be useful or not. Basically, we just splurged on our items like nobody’s business and boy, did we go crazy there! 🙂

Bangkok on the first day was crazy. Left on the 23rd of December, and I remembered being so excited about it I only slept about an hour the night before. Spent the entire night texting my friends heh. Woke up at 4ish and reached the airport around 7. Loitered around until 7.45 to get on the plane and the air hostess and air hosts were so friendly.

First flight overseas! Aha. The cousin just had to snap a photo of me, but that wasn’t the highlight of the flight. One of the highlights was us commenting on the food, like, “EH! Why your food so nice wan?!” or, “Wah, iPad! *stare*” Haha, yes, we were that weird. The best part was no one was staring at us when we said that. :p Another highlight of the flight was when we touched down on Bangkok. The view was breath taking like seriously. When we reached the hotel, we rested for a while and then we moved on to destination 1; a shopping mall! 🙂 There, the cousin and I practically went into every stall and started trying clothes on, pissing sale assistants as we tried on clothes and sneered at their clothes. Despite the low prices, but they were a tad too weird to wear back in Malaysia.

Got my cousin to be the model for the day :p these  decorations were found at a shopping mall near our hotel. The decorations there were beautiful and HUUUGE. :O aha.

One of the stalls at the street side. This in particular sold the most Angry Birds merchandise, and it looked cute haha. And no I didn’t get me a pair even though they look so adorable 🙂

On the way back to our hotel. Spotted a pink taxi whilst walking on the way back on the train’s bridge. And pink taxis are very common in Bangkok. The best part was, they were all either Toyota Vios or Toyota Altis. Not bad, huh?

Our first meal when we touched down in Bangkok; chicken rice! The rice was scrumptious, but likewise for the chicken although it did go well with the rice. 🙂 thumbs up for the chicken rice there! 🙂

We then had a welcome dinner and watched a cultural show somewhere near the hotel. No pictures were allowed to be taken during the show:( but the show was amazing. The show was basically about the history and the culture of Thailand, and everything was so real despite it being shown on a stage. BUT! We got to take pictures with the actors and actresses of the cultural show. Ehehe :p

The main characters of the cultural show. Their costumes were quite nice. And the show was amazing. Seriously. Went to the beach the next day and the color of the sea water was so clear you could actually look at the sand at the bottom. And it was clean! Haha. Spent the whole day at the beach and went to a local night market at night. The prices were low there too, but the quality was bad. The accessories were cheap though. Got a handful of ear rings for about 5 baht, which is equivalent to 50 sen here. 😀

Sat in a tuk tuk the next day aha. It was great fun, coz everyone was looking at the three of us laughing our heads off for nothing. Went to Chaktuchak and splurged like a boss there. The deals there were amazing. Could’ve spent the whole day there, but there were far more exciting things to do than just shopping! 🙂 ahah. On 24th, went to watch an elephant show as well as a crocodile show. Too many pictures, so they’ll be on facebook instead 🙂  saw a cabaret show at night, and the girls were so pretty.

The first three days of the trip was simply breath taking. But the other two just mainly consisted of shopping, shopping and more shopping 🙂 Bangkok was truly an amazing experience. And I wouldn’t regret going back there again, any time. 🙂

December 10, 2011


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Suddenly felt the strong urge to blog, even though I’m in the midst of doing my finals. Three papers down, one more to go then it’s play time! 🙂

I was talking to my neighbor a while ago about life. I went out to let Shelby exercise, since she usually doesn’t have the chance to do so during the weekdays and I saw him polishing his cars. We chatted for a while, about my college life, course, his work and the usual whatnots. When we stumbled across the friendship topic, he told me this; people change. Just move on and even though they may have forgotten you, but at least you were once friends with them. Never forget who they were to you before, may they be your close pals, acquaintances or just friends.

I nodded my head, as to show him that I understood the meaning of what he said. Granted, I would have never imagined not talking to my close friends back when I was in secondary school. I got to see them 5 times a week, sharing stories and jokes, with minor fights along the way, not to piss anyone off but just for the sake of fun. We would then laugh about it and make fun of that person who got annoyed about it, and poke fun at people, making them ‘learn’ about things they did not know about. Oh well, the humor of a bunch of 17-year-olds are very much known by everyone, right? The dirty jokes, and the immaturity of single people poking fun at those who were in a relationship, who brushed them off as easily as brushing dust off their clothes and laughed along with them. Yes, those were the best times in school and we said that we would never, ever stopped talking like that to each other.

Sooner or later, one by one stopped talking to each other. The noisy ones still talked to each other, but the quiet ones mixed with themselves and ignored the noisy ones, thus sort of segregating the classmates. Although we do arrange for outings together, but many failed to show up due to wrong timings, or the laziness they felt inside. After all, why bother to go out when you can create a group and chat with the members inside it? But, deep down inside, we all changed slowly. At first, it was those who entered college earlier. After a few months of talking and spamming the other ex-classmates, they soon stopped because of their exams. Then, they seldom kept in touch because they were too preoccupied with their lives. The rest followed suit, but we still arranged outings and whatnots just to see each other physically and commemorate the memories we had in class last year.

Funny thing about us people, we do change. Heck, the world is changing, in ways we ourselves can never dream of. The polar bears in the north are dying due to global warming. The ice bergs are breaking, and recently a huge piece of ice berg was found floating near Australia. That incident was certainly not anticipated by many people, even the scientists. The world is getting hotter, and many are falling sick due to the weather. We once said to go green but I don’t see many trying. Yes, I do see some people bringing their own bags when they do their grocery shopping at the markets, but not many do that. Only about 1 in about 5 people would do that. I myself bring my own bag out, no matter what day it is. If I forgot, I just stuff the small items into my handbag and if needed, I would ask for a plastic bag to place the bigger items in it. I then use the plastic as my rubbish bin’s plastic bag to cut down on the usage of plastic. We all know, that even though the world was as perfect as we envisioned it to be like, but deep down inside, the desire of men cannot be really and truly be filled to the brim. 50 years ago, the world had more flora and fauna compared to now. The reason? Men wanted to commercialize their companies, and build better homes and to also make people’s lives better. Not to say that I do not support that, I really do, but now when you look at it, deforestation is one of the world’s biggest problems. Many are choosing to recycle rather than not to, just to save the Earth. If we really do carry on with activities that not only would destroy Mother Nature, we would only bring disaster to ourselves. The question now is; how long would it take for us to self-destruct?

December 6, 2011

Childhood memories.

Filed under: lessons,life — evaaysw93 @ 5:52 pm

Hey guys! I’ve not been blogging recently because of… you guessed it, assignments and presentations which was worth 20 marks for my total marks for the subject. Celebrated my 18th last week with the ex, (or should I say friend?) and a couple of other friends. Did not really expect anyone to remember my birthday, but surprise surprise! A few wished me on Facebook, and the rest via calls and texts. You guys made my day :’) and I was really genuinely touched by those who remembered my birthday, even though I didn’t mention anything about it. Albeit the surprise celebration, I still felt mean, because deep down inside, I didn’t want anyone to celebrate it for me. Instead, I wanted to celebrate it myself. But heck, I do appreciate it. I got a cuppachino cake! ❤ ehehe. I simply love coffee, and I got to choose my cake! Redemption, ehehe 🙂 Deep apologies to my readers, the cake was gobbled up by greedy me because I didn’t eat lunch on that day, and only had the cake during 4 something in the afternoon. 😦

Things are very complicated between me and the ex at the moment, and I wish it’d work out by itself sometimes, but heck, nothing does. :/ And now, I’m in the midst of my finals! 🙂 Hopefully I can score in it, and get a good CGPA. Okay, okay. So today I sat for my philosophy examination, and boy was it one hell of a paper. I simply wrote whatever came into my mind, and handed it up with a sigh of relief. Hanged out at A&W with a couple of friends, and we talked about our dream jobs and childhood memories. They brought tears to my eyes, and I brushed them away, simply dismissing them as tears the eyes secretes when the person is sleepy. It’s not that talking about childhood memories brings me to tears, but instead it was the experience that one of my friends had encountered. He had a pretty bad childhood. Although it happened to many of us, but his was one of those I would never forget. “You would never know how it feels like, unless you have experienced it.” True, yet it brings a deep meaning. Thank you, J, for teaching me a some valuable lessons today.

“Esse est percipi”(To be is to be perceived)- George Berkeley. Perceiving things as they are cannot be truly done by society now. What if we were to be drug addicts? Would we be perceiving ourselves the way we are? I don’t think so. :/ so much for being a philosopher, eh? Three more exams to go, and then it’s Bangkok for Christmas! ❤

November 6, 2011


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After 6 long years of not seeing each other(the last time we saw each other was when we were in standard 6.can you imagine how long  ago that was?jeez), I finally met with my bish. She came late, but heck, who cares about who’s running late when it all comes down to spending time with that person? Watched ‘Shark Night’ with her, and omgosh. We practically talked throughout the entire movie, asking questions like,”Wah why the shark fin so shiny one?” or, “Wooaaah look at her body mann.” Haha. The best one was,”Wah the shark can FLY!” We practically covered our faces with our hands(or was it me only?) and good God, was it gory. The producers of this film must have loved gore a lot. I mean, what’s with the psychotic videos of sharks eating humans? Goodness. Then, headed to this restaurant to grab some food. There was when camwhoring started. This was my favorite.

i rove you twoo ❤

That was when we had our hearts to hearts, and damn. I really and truly admire your courage in everything, hun. No matter what you screwed up in, there’s always a reason why you did it. And why God wanted it to happen. Hell, if He didn’t plan it, we all might not have learned through our mistakes, no? But the one thing I really like about her was the ability to look at girls who once insulted her like they’re rubbish and mean shit to the world. It takes courage to do that, and I salute you mann. ❤

 Even though we didn’t spend the entire day together, but  I felt the 4 short hours we spent today was valuable. Nothing can beat a talking session over food. And the bonding session? Please. Give me that over shopping, I’ll take it any day.

Friends are more valuable than money. Not only will they listen and help you through your problems, they’ll also be there to pick you up when you fall down hard on your ass.-x

November 4, 2011


Filed under: life — evaaysw93 @ 11:10 am

How do you truly define love?

Do you regularly buy gifts for your significant other to show your token of appreciation?


Do you simply tell them you love them everyday without any doubt in you?

October 18, 2011


Filed under: random — evaaysw93 @ 5:30 pm

Hey guys!I know,it has been AGES since I’ve written here. Fear not, I’m still alive, amidst being buried alive with books, tests, quizzes and assignments heh. I will keep in touch soon, after my little update on intercultural night in my college tomorrow night. Stay tune y’all!
PS; I know it’s a real messy post but you readers know how much I love you guys. So, bear with me please? ❤

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